{"id":5459,"date":"2015-05-20T16:57:56","date_gmt":"2015-05-20T13:57:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/?p=5459"},"modified":"2015-05-20T16:57:56","modified_gmt":"2015-05-20T13:57:56","slug":"nine-confessions-of-a-struggling-preacher","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/nine-confessions-of-a-struggling-preacher\/","title":{"rendered":"Nine Confessions of a Struggling Preacher"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been preaching for almost 20 years and I still struggle at the task. Here are 9 struggles that I often experience in my preaching life.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"5460\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/nine-confessions-of-a-struggling-preacher\/young-student-overwhelmed\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"640,427\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5.6&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;Picasa&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;Young Student Stressed and Overwhelmed before an Exam on clear Background&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1383763936&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;58&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;1250&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.025&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Young Student Overwhelmed&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Young Student Overwhelmed\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Young Student Stressed and Overwhelmed before an Exam on clear Background&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s.jpg\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5460 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s.jpg\" alt=\"Overwhelmed\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s.jpg 640w, https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s-600x400.jpg 600w, https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s-573x382.jpg 573w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/p>\n<h3>I never have enough time to prepare.<\/h3>\n<p>I can&#8217;t say I&#8217;ve ever gone to the pulpit with a new sermon and thought,<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;Wow, I really had way too much time to prepare this sermon!&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Just knowing I&#8217;ll be preaching Sunday speeds up the hands on the clock. The truth is life is life and I have five kids plus a bunch of other responsibilities outside of preaching.<\/p>\n<p>On Monday morning there always seems to be plenty of time to get my next sermon going. By Thursday I&#8217;m wondering what happened to Tuesday and Wednesday and on Saturday I&#8217;m thinking maybe I could find a sermon I preached a couple of years ago and no one would notice.<\/p>\n<h3>I often doubt the significance of my message.<\/h3>\n<p>Here&#8217;s an example of some thoughts that go through my head, usually about 10 mins before I&#8217;m supposed to get behind the pulpit.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;My sermon is probably better suited for kindergartener than for this group.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why would these people want to listen to me for 40 mins?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe it would be better if I just copied my transcript and handed it out and let the people go home.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;These truths are so simple, I&#8217;m pretty sure everyone is going to be bored out of their mind.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I really have nothing to tell them they don&#8217;t already know.&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I&#8217;ve learned to recognize these thoughts and do two things. First I just try to ignore them and remind myself of my calling and my responsibility to preach. Second, I pray and ask the Holy Spirit to use my words despite my mistakes, and weaknesses.<\/p>\n<h3>I worry about what others will think of me.<\/h3>\n<p>Yes, I want God&#8217;s Word to change the lives of those who hear me preach, I want them to clearly see truth and to concretely apply it to their lives.<\/p>\n<p>Yet, I&#8217;d also really like it if they thought I was interesting, smart, well spoken, etc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Unfortunately it&#8217;s easy to be\u00a0more worried about what people will think of me than of what they will think of God&#8217;s Word.<\/p>\n<h3>My biggest fear is personal application.<\/h3>\n<p>Sometimes I&#8217;m afraid to preach a passage because I&#8217;m afraid that it will destroy one of my personal idols. Do you want to know the truth?<\/p>\n<p>Preaching is easy,<\/p>\n<p>Being a preacher is\u00a0hard.<\/p>\n<p>What I mean is that it doesn&#8217;t take a lot to get up and say some nice words about a text of Scripture, that&#8217;s called delivering a sermon\u00a0and it&#8217;s not that difficult.<\/p>\n<p>However, if you want to become a preacher you must first allow God&#8217;s Word to break your own heart, you must let it seep through the cracks down into your soul. It&#8217;s a painful process, it&#8217;s a life-long process.<\/p>\n<p>A preacher understands that he needs the illumination of God&#8217;s Word in the dark dust filled corners of his life just as much or more than those he&#8217;s preaching to.<\/p>\n<p>A preacher knows that his task doesn&#8217;t end at the conclusion of his sermon. He understands that his own heart requires a continual stream of increasing grace. He goes to God&#8217;s Word not get a sermon but rather to receive instruction.<\/p>\n<h3>I get super distracted when it&#8217;s time to study.<\/h3>\n<p>I&#8217;m convinced that often Satan doesn&#8217;t have to resort to some tyrannical scheme in order to destroy our Christian walk.<\/p>\n<p>When it comes to studying God&#8217;s Word all he needs to do to stop me is remind me that I really should investigate that new camera I wanted to buy.<\/p>\n<p>Or tell me how hungry I suddenly became and wouldn&#8217;t I study more effectively if I first made myself a little something to eat?<\/p>\n<p>Or call to my attention that leaky toilet, which is probably costing us thousands of dollars in wasted water and it would be best to fix it immediately.<\/p>\n<p>Or suggest that I reorganize all my desk drawers because you can&#8217;t really focus on God&#8217;s Word when you know there&#8217;s a mess in there.<\/p>\n<p>Or&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>In my experience distractions come like a swarm of locust in the first 5 mins of study, after that they are less likely to appear but they&#8217;re still there.<\/p>\n<h3>I still get nervous.<\/h3>\n<p>When I say that I get nervous, I don&#8217;t mean that I&#8217;m in the bathroom throwing up before a sermon. It&#8217;s not that bad, but it is there. It has also changed over time and it depends upon the audience.<\/p>\n<p>Nevertheless, I would say that 90% of the time there is some sort of nervous anticipation. I&#8217;ve realized that rather than trying to eliminate nervousness all together, it&#8217;s best just to acknowledge it as a fact and learn to live with it.<\/p>\n<h3>I often get bored listening to other preachers.<\/h3>\n<p>Maybe this one sounds weird to you but I listen to a lot of sermons and I find that sitting and listening for extended periods of time can be difficult. I listen while I&#8217;m walking, making breakfast, working out, or cleaning the house.<\/p>\n<p>I find that listening to other preachers is extremely helpful and often they spur sermon ideas in my own study.<\/p>\n<h3>I feel awkward when people compliment my preaching.<\/h3>\n<p>I understand people want to thank me and I&#8217;m grateful for that, but sometimes I just feel akward. I don&#8217;t preach for compliments and sometimes I&#8217;m not sure what to do with them. I mean what if I preached a really bad sermon, then what would people say?<\/p>\n<p>For me there are two things I want to hear most after a sermon.<\/p>\n<p>1. Thank you for explaining that text, I understand it much better now.<\/p>\n<p>2. Thank you for helping me see how to apply that text, I&#8217;m going to do my best to apply it in my life.<\/p>\n<h3>I&#8217;d probably study the Bible way less if I didn&#8217;t have to preach.<\/h3>\n<p>This is just the truth. I know my own tendencies and in my life the need to preach has always motivated me to study God&#8217;s Word. It&#8217;s like they say, if you want to learn something well, then teach that subject.<\/p>\n<h3>Question: Are you a preacher, what struggles do you have?<\/h3>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been preaching for almost 20 years and I still struggle at the task. Here are 9 struggles that I often experience in my preaching life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5460,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[370,31],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5459","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-new","category-writing"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/05\/photodune-6236060-young-student-overwhelmed-s.jpg","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p3izZc-1q3","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1668,"url":"https:\/\/sukofamily.org\/4-things-a-preacher-should-never-do\/","url_meta":{"origin":5459,"position":0},"title":"4 Things a Preacher Should Never Do","author":"Caleb Suko","date":"November 24, 2012","format":false,"excerpt":"I preached my first sermon when I was 14 so that means technically I have been preaching for over 20 years! 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